decisions like this take some time to think through
but when you get to thinking it gets harder and harder to do

feels like my heart is black
stays like that until you come back (oh,oh,oh)
feels like my body is cold
it stays like that until you come and hold me at night
i guess i'm lost for words
that's why these feelings have occured
so i guess i'll hold myself and sleep alone again

plant a tree to produce the oxygen that you breathe
so you can live a fresher world, your lungs be kept clean
i'll try to save a life although i can't save my own
i'll try to accept the things i lost to make me feel alone

feels like my heart is black
stays like that until you come back (oh,oh,oh)
feels like my body is cold
it stays like that until you come and hold me at night
i guess i'm lost for words
that's why these feelings have occured
so i guess i'll hold myself and sleep alone again

screw it fuck it
cuz i have lost
i am so sick and tired of this world
i'm one night off

fuck it

feels like my heart is black
stays like that until you come back (oh,oh,oh)
feels like my body is cold
it stays like that until you come and hold me at night
i guess i'm lost for words
that's why these feelings have occured
so i guess i'll hold myself and sleep alone again

maybe i can move on and give life a try
learn that things that make me glad have rules to live by
push away melancholy and the blood
you can be the one that fully makes my life love